This post is about to be as personal as it can get. A year ago, around this time( I don’t wanna be so exact about the date), I remember writing down the topics I wanted to blog on. You know the usual, makeup and fashion. I remember writing it when I was feeling empty or confused about something and I remember feeling so refreshed just by planning out my blog posts. That was when I realized that “Yes, this is me..blogging is the ultimate right choice I have ever made.” Growing up in my life of twenty years (seriously! that made me sound so old) I have very fewer things that I could say “mine” or “I created this”. I don’t know why it was the way it was but it led to me to something that I had never thought I would call mine one day “My website”. Some people don’t know how it feels when I say it out loud. Or when I upload something and announce it everywhere to go checkout my website. I don’t just say it for the sake of saying it or advertising it, but for the feeling that comes along with it. I feel like I have finally found something that’s mine and I am happy that “I MADE IT”. If you were to ever ask me, “Why did you start blogging?” As everyone, I have lived a difficult life. I have had pains, sorrows and everything a human being is tend to go through once in their lifetime. Well I guess, in my case, they came way too early for me. Whenever I went through those times, which were not once or twice, but many, I found myself writing about it, typing it all out until my heart felt empty and printing it out to keep it for myself. I guarantee those pieces of papers are still somewhere crumbled upon inside one of my old bags. Those papers don’t only hold my emotions but they also hold my comfort ness after I wrote them. I guess that is why I thought about blogging. Yes, I could have said cause I love makeup and fashion like every other girls do. But, I have this enormous passion for writing and combining things I loved was the best way to put it out there. I don’t know if any of you are reading this post or any of you made it this far (which I know is long enough), I just want to say Thank You so much for all the support I have had so far. It just keeps me going from time to time even if I am tired, sick or especially when I am feeling low.
So it’s been a year and few days for this website to be live but I am disappointed in myself that I have not made it through 52 posts. But, at least, I am happy I came this far and kept on going from time to time. As per new years resolution, which I managed to make one for my blog, I wish to be more committed through sickness and health, rich or poor and happy or sad. You see, that’s the type of relationship we hold. Honestly though, I always like to think that my words have reached some people or at least one for that matter, through my website. I hope it’s true. Thank you for all the support you give my listeners. Here’s to a new beginning of the website. Happy 1st Birthday to US.